||Dima Bilan's dancing skills are made of win.||

I haven't updated in about two weeks, I know. I just didn't want to remove that entry from my page. But, I can replace it with something just as good.

I gave him a letter. It was all about how special I think he is. I told him to read it whenever he felt like no one loved him, because someone always will, and that somebody's me. I explained that it's not a love letter, but simply a letter discussing why he's so adorable. A letter praising him, because I don't think he gets enough of it from anyone. I told him how I wasn't intending to give it to him, but life is too short to care about the consequences, and therefore I did it. He really appreciated it and thanked me for it. I didn't do it for that, though. I just want him to always feel loved. I want him to have something to look at and think, 'I am loved', because he really is.

We walked and talked some more and I told him about how my friend wanted me to kiss him on the lips. I promised him that one day (one day soon, because life is too short), I would. Now he's warned. I told him I didn't want to do it without warning in fear of his reaction. He told me that he wouldn't know what to do if I did do it. So, we hugged and he bent down so I could kiss him. He's got such soft skin. He's also got a nice voice which I could listen to all day.

I'm so far gone, but it feels so good. I'm not going to question it. Whenever I'm with him...I can't help but smile. He just makes me smile.

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