||Dima Bilan's dancing skills are made of win.||

Wow.

Valentine's Day was boring, quite frankly. I felt like talking about it seeming lots of people already have. I never expected anything, really. I didn't get anything. I'm used to it.

However...today was just...fantastic. Really. I didn't even want it to end. I wanted to be stuck in this one moment forever. You see, I took advantage of an opportunity. It took so much out of me. For almost two hours before I did it, I was a nervous wreck trying to fool people that I was calm. I just did it. I stopped worrying about the consequences, and hopefully there won't be any. I just let myself go. I did it. I let go of all those stupid, logical thoughts I was holding and just did it.

I've never felt better.

You probably think I'm crazy, but I'm not. If you ever have the opportunity to do something you really want to, even if you're really nervous and therefore reluctant, just do it. You will regret not doing it if you don't. Seize the moment. Fulfil your wildest dream if it so happens to be staring you in the face at that point in time. Just do it.

I did that today. I didn't care. I'd lost all my worries along the way because it just felt so right. I'm so proud of myself for doing it. I knew that I was going to do it. I don't want regrets in my life, which is why I choose to be honest and tell people how I feel about them. It was on the same scale as that, really.

If you like someone, tell them. They'll feel loved and they'll appreciate it. They'll be absolutely flattered. Hopefully, they won't mock you for it because it takes so much out of you. If you want to express your feelings, just do it. You only get one life. One, single chance to make life go the way you want it to. So you might as well take it. Don't have regrets. They're the worst thing to have because they'll haunt you.

I think you probably expect a load of random fangirling because that's all I seem to do, but I won't. All I'll say is that if you want to know what happened, send me a note. I just hope you've read what I've said and taken it into account. Don't let your fears get the better of you.

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